A new year!!

and hopefully new changes in life!! i started the year alone..watching tv! amazingly fun! although went to the cinema with peter and elkin and aslo had nando’s!! ruled!

we saw alvin and the chipmunks which i loved as im a big fan of Mr.Jason Lee and earl.. excellent!! and when i was growing up i loved the chipminks like i was one!! and the theme song was excellent!! hit it elkin!!

life is going smootly at the moment!! i was meant to be going to Egypt but now i cant as uni has decided to fuck about with the dates and i have to go back before schools even start their half term! will be useful to miss a week of uni for a trip ive always wanted to go on.. i would like to save Egypt as a ‘honeymoon’ with a important person in my future but im dunno if ‘m even destined to go there as my aunt out it yesterday!! i mean she went with my sister the other week and the picture are amazing!!

uni is going well as ive done all my work which is one of my resolutions..one is remaing and its the most obvious one to find a bloke!! thats still a bit sketchy..as to the person i fancy.. i dont know what to do about him..i dunno if he fancy’s me…if his giving me mixed messages, people tell me to get to know him better and thats defiently what im doing.. but in 3 months it will be a year ive been single and its actually pissing me off!!

as take that say have a little patience..i really cant!! although being single has its plus sides.. but it can only go so far!!

peace out for a while!!

time has passed

well its been a while since i did a blog post. many things have happened, i went to see marilyn manson which has been the best gig of my life so far and that includes 30 seconds to mars! lol

life is slowly turning around from bad to slightly worse but im dealing with it like an adult although im not being treated like one! i’m thinking of moving out of my house and finding a place!! buut i guess i aint got ne money yet. hopefully soon!

we’ve had no heating at home for about a week now and its getting on my bloody nerves!! waking up cold and going to be being cold! thankfully i aint got a flu yet! but only time will tell!

ive had a loss in the family today and am feeling ok as i dont handle deaths that well but im keeping busy @ uni to let them time go faster!!

Social networking sites…

websites such as Myspace and Facebook are becoming a huuuuge thing for people these days! people’s way to communicate to people all around world. you can talk to people in countries for example: the U.S.A, Iceland etc you get the idea. their ways to socialize without leaving your house.

Many people these days have a thing called Blog. this means you can tell the world what you’re feeling, what you’ve been doing in the day. blogging is another way of writing a journal for yourself but instead of it being just for you, its for the world. I do have a blog.. which is this site only because we have to do this as an assignment. although a few months ago i did have a personal journal that i had at home in a book i kept close to me. it held all my personal feelings but now i do this online blogging its easier to write how i feel as I’m telling the world.

Publishing your private life is what many people do. celebrities hate showing their private lives whereas normal non celebrities love doing this.  people love to shear their personal lives with strangers as its a way to make new friends.

ignore the stuff..

is said about dan… ive just come to realise the type of person he is… being pathetic and dealeating me off myspace before even talking to me about it..i seriously dont get men… one mintue their like yea i want to be with with u, i care for u..

 the next minute their like.. oh u live too far away… and im looking out for my selfish self..

damn him! he can die a lonely old man! and its not the first time its happened to me.. its actually happened twice…

damn whats wrong with me??

wow i’m 20

well ive come into a new decade in life now.. honeslty i feel no different!! im just being me again really… lol

 but i had a sort of good night out last night.. got some very nice gifts and seeing friends was good.. well where to start lol, met mark and elkin at 7:30 and me being me got there early and waited a bit in the cold.. they both arrived and we headed off to get a bite to eat and most of the food things were closed.. got there just in time thank god!! had rice with the niiice chicken pieces and a bit of soya sauce.. was nice, so we went to sit down and eat.. we chatted about lots and lots of shit as usual lol!! russel brand is cool.. ok elkin lol!! but we then headed off to mourninton cresent station… waited for over an hour.. yes a hour for people… and the only person to come was my sister.. peter and tahreem were late but thats cool because they at least phoned me and we could go in without feeling guilty if we left them..

  but we went in for £4 nus extra ooh yes!! but my sis got us a drink.. had smirnoff ice of course. then looked for aaages for somewhere to sit.. then found somewhere riight @ the top but it was only for a while.. got some pics done.

then peter and tehreem turned up and we chilled on the 2nd floor while taking the piss out of 2 girls looking for attention on the ‘dance floor’. looking like chavs with their light denium skirts.. lol!

 but the dj was quite good, played the strokes 12:51 and then the gossip with standing in the way of controll of course!

then the 1st live band were on.. called captain black, they came on looking ok..and their first song was sooo damn good!! i loved it!! they were very good. but then at about 11:45 we left to get a train home.. me and my sis get home ok…

i had a generally good night.. but pissed off @ people.. but thats life..ive moved on!

but today i looked up captain black and their song is called abraham’s knife.. and its the profile song on my myspace lol.. i need to download it and put it on my ipod… sooooon!

but im a fan and want to see them live now!! gotta check dates and stufff…. hmm… im mad! lol

but i love being me… at times… ne way!!

shizzle

I got my first ever tattoo

yes after waiting 3 whole years i got my first tattoo done! its of the Led Zeppelin logo (swan song) on my hip. its so damn good, i couldnt be happier. I got it done in camden and went to about 5-6 different shops to ask for a price. some varied from £50 to £160!! when a guy said £160 i was like WHAT??? but i found a ‘better’ place and got it for £70. the guy was soo cool and sweet i wanted to cuddle him!! lol

but im so happy with what ive got and wouldnt change it for anything! god bless zeppelin!

Hmm..

life is going pretty well, as many people wont read this and the person i’m gonna write this about wont thats ok.. i really like this bloke (oh here we go) but i aint been in a relationship in like 5-6 months.. which is ok as i need time to find the right bloke. but this is ridiclious..but i know he likes me and i do like him too there’s a biiig but coming here now, right where to start.. he lives in brixham.. as i devon!! his 27 lol.. hmm.. i dunno what to do..but whateva happeneds will happen… he so damn cool tho!

but back to uni… went back after reading week and was fun.. played pool like 3 times and won once i think haha… was sooo fun.. suz taught me all i know.. but the skill is all my own haha

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life isn’t great…

its true!! life isn’t very merry at the moment!! while all my uni friends were partying at the Halloween party i was stuck at home with my parents!! how fun… NOT!! but im use to having no fun! although I’m nearly 20, maybe. I can have some more freedom! but got lots of gigs coming up and am looking forward to seeing 30 seconds to mars 2 days in a row! mad i know!!! but totally worth it!!

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I love REM

I’ve grown up listening to them and yesterday i brought their infamous album automatic for the people. it has a fantastic song called Drive on there and i love it soooo much! i hope they tour soon as i haven’t seen them live yet! they are truly the best indie band ever!! long live the 3 coolest guys in rock!!!!

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i know my heder name isn’t very clever or anything but i couldn’t really come up with another name or anything but here it goes! yesterday was good, had to go to my cousin’s house as she’s getting married next week but is having a party thingy tomorrow and had to practice a ‘dance’ and had my hand designed with henna! which is nice. the dance is so funny… i’m gonna make an idiot of myself 2morrow, i hope i don’t trip over or anything!! but today hasnt been too bad, got the internet @ home now so an be online any time now. although when i went to stratford,a man in the street working for shelter caught me… as in stopped me and chatted to me! he loved my slipknot t-shirt lol and yes i have joined them! £5 a month… i also do nspcc and oxfam too. i have a good heart! haha